The End
Well, my Prince Charming turned out to be not so charming after all. On Sunday, very unexpectedly, Aaron decided he wasn’t ready for a relationship and things had gotten too serious and he was done with us. I was shocked, devastated. From all the things he had said and done I thought he was in it for the long haul.
I was wrong.
After being hurt so badly last time I had kind of let him lead the way. He said ‘I love you’ first, he suggested cooking my family dinner, he took me to meet his family. If he wasn’t ready for things to get serious he shouldn’t have made them serious. But I guess he didn’t realize where it was going, or maybe he did, I don’t know.
All I know is, I’m crushed. The only thing keeping my afloat is my mom, Jenn, Lyle and Slayer. And work, I’ve never been so productive at work. The second I run out of things to do he creeps into my mind and I find myself exhausted, wanting to go home and crawl back in bed.
I’m angry with how out of the blue the breakup was, but every time I think of him it’s only good stuff. We hadn’t gotten to the bad stuff yet. For me it was all perfect, exactly what I had asked for, what I deserved after my last mess of a relationship.
And now it’s over and I’m struggling to do even the most mundane daily activities.
I know that I had a lot of fun over the summer going on dates and meeting new people. I know it will get easier every day. I know I have amazing friends and family to support me and my adorable dog keeping watch over me. And I know I deserve the fairytale and if he’s going to pull shit like that he doesn’t deserve me.
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Comments (17)
I am so, so sorry.
Sarah, I am so sorry. There’s really nothing I, or anybody, can say to make it go away, so I will just say I’m sorry and even though we don’t know each other, I’d love to be an outlet for you to lean on. <333
i am SO SO SOOOOOO sorry lady. i hate when people completely deceive you. its not fair. it hurts. and frankly, its just shitty. i’m not going to pretend to understand your situation – but i was hit with a similar brick of shock a couple winters back. sucks. and how can it really just COME OUT OF NO WHERE?!
hang in there. you’ll find another one that is worth your time.
clearly he doesn’t deserve you. i’m so sorry to hear this and out of the blue definitely makes things extra hard. i hate when people do things that make no sense.
i wish i could say something to make you feel better, just know that i’m truly sorry he hurt you that way and you’re fairytale is out there.
It hurts now but at least you understand now how you want to be treated. A lot of people settle because they’ve never been treated how they deserve – now you know exactly how it should be and what to look for.
that’s ridiculous…
he may have been great, but he deceived you and you deserve honesty. you’re too good for him.
you seem to be in a wonderful place in your life, so i hope you’ll be okay.
-e
ps, i’ve been visiting for awhile and this is my first comment.. i really love your blog.
I am so sorry, Sarah. I wonder why some people string you along, make things serious if they aren’t ready for it. I hope you find someone who truly appreciates you.
Seriously? What. The. Fuck. Talk about a surprise! I completely agree that if he didn’t want to be serious, he shouldn’t have done all those “serious” things. I’m understand why you feel so hurt–from everything you’ve blogged, your relationship seemed so peachy! So, just so you know, we’re all here for your support.
oh my gosh, i’m sorry darling
just by reading your posts it definitely does sound very out of the blue. but you seem to be a strong girl and i know you’ll get through it, you have a great support system! and if you ever want to do a local blogger meetup or lunch to get your mind off things or try something new, you know where to find us! 
Sarah – so sorry to hear. That’s the worst when everything’s so great and you think one thing but apparently something else had been going on his brain the whole time. I’m sorry some dudes are such bastards.
The good thing is you know you deserve better; you’re strong and independent and you’d never take anything lying down. You’re to be admired for your strength.
I’m always around if you need to talk, of course! xoxo
Oh gosh – I’m so sorry to hear that. I know I don’t actually know you but I’ve been reading your blog and this situation just sounds out of nowhere
I wish the best for you and just remember: it’s his loss.
My heart hurt to read this. I’m so sorry. You really seemed so happy.
I’m coming late to the game, but I wanted to say how sorry I am. I’m shocked by the sudden-ness, so I can’t imagine how you feel.
Thinking of you.
Oh my gosh, when I read this post I seriously got a chill. I can’t believe it. Ugh. I think it’s so incredibly lame, and really if you think about it — it’s selfish and rude and just mean that this came out of the blue. You are totally right — if he didn’t want serious, then he shouldn’t have said serious things and done serious things. Sarah, I’m so sorry you have to go through this. It’s lamesauce X a million.
But whatever to him, it’s obviously totally his loss. You are absolutely amazing and you don’t deserve to be treated like this AT.ALL. You do deserve the fairytale and your fairytale IS out there. It is.
XOXO
I’m so sorry. I read this in my reader from my iPod a couple days ago, but Wordpress wouldn’t let me comment. I’ve been there before, had my world rocked when everything seemed okay. You’ve gained a tremendous amount of positive perspective about this situation. You’re much better off than someone who can lead you on so long only to break your heart and trust right out of the blue. Thinking of you, girl!
I’m so sorry darling.
that seems incredibly sudden and unexpected…i always keep up with your blog and i never would have seen that one coming, just being on the other side of the internet.
have you seen 500 days of summer? you should totally watch that movie right now. might be helpful.
WHAAAT? This is so crazy. I really can barely believe this. Stunned.
I’m sorry this happened so close to the holidays, lady. What a terribly shitty thing to do to you.
He sure had us all fooled!
BIG HUGS.